maybe its happening. Maybe I am losing it all, maybe I dont care.  I have lost three people recently not to death but to the system of worldly things.  By my hand, by theirs, and again by my own.  I know I should lament and fill this space with the tears to sail my children boats in the park I may never see built....

Chomping at the bit for some more?  No?  Well good because I dont come here for your opinions anyways.  I mean maybe if you put in on the pot....or maybe if you didn't use so many you people references at funerals....wait....wrong place?  Shit ok hold on let me rewind this eight track....