It's been on your mind...and on mine...like something you laugh off and its hard to find.  Money.  Fuck it you needed to know like its a random affliction or something...having it.  People lying that when you got it you got problems...na.  When you got some you got problems cause you will live like you got more.

I know I wrote the occupation blog what…four years ago?  I went into all this shit…I just had one I put out about the mind fuckery that is media and everyday life.  I never knew I could spiral like a drunk Icarus so far from lunacy to lucidity to being a voice that no one cares to hear so much in the span of five years.

So I finally decided I would buy a proper ring for a woman.  Yeah I did.  That’s like Satan saying he was gonna donate to charity and be the deacon of church right?  Fuck you.  Maybe I went soft soap for this volume…or maybe someone melted my heart like they had a blow torch and it’s a candy apple….I don’t know.