Life is good now right?  I mean, I found love….again?  Or really finding it and all the fixins that ever man ever to succeed by virtu….or die in ruin from his overreaction of an activation of something beyond serenity and it's grip. 

Don’t you wonder.  I mean really….how what when….where. Wait. Is he getting deep or is he just treading the water again you probably wonder.  No folks Im here. Im back.  I aint gone and I aint fucking dead.  I mean I thought…I really felt I was gonna put the bullet in the head of this like It needed. Not deserved…but what should be done. 

So I guess we are all grown.  I guess I hoped the phone hung up about ten seconds earlier. I hoped you wouldn’t do what I didn’t want to think you would do.  I got tested…I didn’t get bested…and never burned….so don’t call me dark man.  Or Durant…cause I cant…wont…don’t stop…being the fucking best.