Well I have to apologize for not being able to keep things up. Seriously, real talk, one hundred what the fuck ever you want to hear. I don’t even know if anyone reads this, but I told ya it really doesn't even matter. It’s the fact of creating. I think I should go over that here….I think I should self medicate and just let it fly…like I have been doing in this volume.
I don’t know if there will be another volume, I don’t know where my Pod cast will go if it’s even going to continue. See, I am an odd creative guy. I create this shit…I talk…a lot…and then I have these detractors. I think I'm the sensitive guy that doesn't need to be reinforced…but at the same rate I do not need people to push against what I'm doing. I'm like fucking water and these people are trying to me up and turn me into a fucking sewer.
To match their own selfish pig fucking ways no doubt. My greed, my selfishness is for ME. By ME. To ME. It will never effect you, it wont crush your dreams…wont keep you from sleep, it’s a part of what I need to do this, its that freedom I need.
Not want.
Like all the other shit heads out there. If you desire to create, do so. Enjoy it, I implore you that and hey I'm some lunatic, but I understand your plight. I understand being from inferior parentage and trying to make it better for your brood. I know all this shit. I don’t even see how I obtained enough knowledge to use a fork or spoon let along read or fucking write. I bet it was all sesame street.
So let there be bad blood, this is another inside thing…if you know me you probably know what its about…if you don’t…then maybe your curious? I mean no like bi…..and if you are? Don’t fucking tell me, cause I'm not buying milk from that cow.
I don’t need hashtags or meme’s to come here and run shit. That’s the beauty, I police me and I hope it works for you….if not then get ya a speed ball and pull a John Belushi.
To match their own selfish pig fucking ways no doubt. My greed, my selfishness is for ME. By ME. To ME. It will never effect you, it wont crush your dreams…wont keep you from sleep, it’s a part of what I need to do this, its that freedom I need.
Not want.
Like all the other shit heads out there. If you desire to create, do so. Enjoy it, I implore you that and hey I'm some lunatic, but I understand your plight. I understand being from inferior parentage and trying to make it better for your brood. I know all this shit. I don’t even see how I obtained enough knowledge to use a fork or spoon let along read or fucking write. I bet it was all sesame street.
So let there be bad blood, this is another inside thing…if you know me you probably know what its about…if you don’t…then maybe your curious? I mean no like bi…..and if you are? Don’t fucking tell me, cause I'm not buying milk from that cow.
I don’t need hashtags or meme’s to come here and run shit. That’s the beauty, I police me and I hope it works for you….if not then get ya a speed ball and pull a John Belushi.