I mean your only human right? I mean you have thoughts....feelings, dreams, and fears. I have...well I have...fears and nightmares. Its like a fucking Stephen King book in here sometimes. I think I should go out and say for a human...I get to suffer the condition like I never believed.....this mortal coil bullshit. This you will live a long life hype....
When you know you may very well NOT do that. I'm nearly forty and I haven't been married. I dont have a real career...I have what My father told me not to. A break your back predicament, debt and a bunch of kids that wont be grown until its about time to die.
Wait....Is this a serious one? Na. Just saying. Its like a fucking disease the way shit seems to turn out. I suppose I'm afflicted with the luck and ability to do good enough, but also the sight to see how to do it better as I'm fucking it up like a bad Benny Hill skit. Ive been living on borrowed time for twenty years ffs.
And dont say your not old. You dont know...did you do an MRI for me?> A fucking brain scan? Na? Well then. If you did maybe we could reverse it like in superman....and like you take some of the clock ticking for me...and then I can say oh...I am not old and smile and like be all dumb and happy?
No? Then fuck you. Oh wait. Did I say that to you or you to you? To me....damn where is this going?
Hey I like to see people enjoy life. I do when I drink at least for a little while, but you cant live drunk...well not anymore with the way the man keeps ya down. Maybe Ill get it...i mean you get your whole life till you die to find what your looking for right?