I think the drugs and alcohol can also be called on to help with that healing process...maybe twenty years of the same grindstone cutting your face off and shoving the same hot poker up your ass. I mean that would make almost any asshole you used to know seem like a breath of fresh air, or a warm glass of milk. Unless your like me and remain lactose intolerant. Soy milk you say? Fuck beans, they belong in chili and chalupa, not in my fucking glass. Do I look like a health conscious kind of guy to you?
I quit smoking for family not for health. Id rather smoke and drink mixed bourbon daily. Then eat a bunch of taco bell and drive a fast car down the street to freds, go to jail, hang myself and then pay a homeless man to take my place in hell. You know he'll do it for a pint of bush and a roast beast sandwich from domino's.
Now you say thats going to far...well I say not far enough since you weren't on the burning bridge to see how far the water was and it has sharks in it and dookie. Yeah they don't give a fuck if they swallow your leg and you doodie a little bit but I bet you sure do....so fuck it keep the dream alive since someones gotta cry when that shit finally dies.